Can you imagine talking to that one person that means the most to you everyday, non stop for a while… and then it just ends in the blink of an eye. Everything suddenly changes and you’re not exactly sure why, it just does. Without any reason, or justification. It’s just done. Your whole world just seems incomplete now. You’re wondering what went wrong. What was really the problem?
Thinking you’d end up loving that woman you came out of, what a fucking joke. Fuck her and that theory.
You have no idea how much I’m hurting right now.
To think I wouldn’t care this much…
What a fucking joke I am to you.
Who would’ve even thought you actually gave a damn about me?
Clearly you don’t; or maybe you did…
It just slowly started to fade away
It’s not me, it’s you!
It’s nothing I did..
Nothing I did? Are you sure?
What made you have a change of heart, a change of mind.
I must be out of my fucking mind
What’s wrong with you?
Stop it. Get this kid off your mind.
You might do something you regret.
It’s not like I haven’t done that many times in my 17 years of life.